Clik here to view.
Look behind you
(Sweater - Rodebjer)This morning I woke up with a weird feeling. Half asleep I climbed the canyon, almost reached the sign.Now I sit here and watch the city inhale cars. It's a lovely morning, ocean...
View ArticleClik here to view.
My first boyfriend
(Pants - Miu Miu)Sitting in my back yard under the walnut tree sippin' granny's last Madeira. Humid air, sounds of the city far away. It's four in the morning. The nights are so quiet here in...
View ArticleFacebook day
Just woke up, reflections of the pool in the ceiling. Decided 2 turn over and sleep some more. Then Aloysius told me. Today is Facebook day. And it IS. So all you readers, please be my friend HERE ON...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Memories of Black part I
(Dress: Vintage Valentino)Distant sounds of traffic woke me from my dreams. Outside, white sky and a breathtakingly clear day. I put on grannys old silk robe, the one she took from the set design of...
View ArticleClik here to view.
A La Recherche De Temps Perdu part I
(Basque: Agent Provocatore. Panties: La Perla. Lingerie war!)I remember lit class back in Karelia. "Everyone" teacher sez "has their own Madeleine cake. Just close your eyes and try 2 remember". And...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Clik here to view.
An unexpected phone call
(Dress: Alice + Olivia)Sittin on my bed, heart beating, staring @ my phone, sweating. Yes. Grannys aircondition is broke AGAIN and five mexican "repairmen" succeeded in no more than expressing in...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Fabric and fever
(Skirt - bleached Haider Ackermann)Sorry I keep you waiting. There's a storm in my head.
View ArticleClik here to view.
UPDATED: Black's secret key
(Jacket from Le Petit Petit, Sunglasses from Cutler and Gross)This morning I woke up with the feeling that TODAY something had changed, something subtle, something I didn't understand yet. I got to my...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Some Cupid kills with arrows, some with traps
(Nightgown: vintage Christian Dior)TODAYS OUTFIT: In a rusty metal box behind the collected works of Shakespeare I find a bottle of perfume. With dusty, shaky fingers I remove the cap and let one drop...
View ArticleClik here to view.
GMA morning
(Dress: Malo SS 2009)HEAT. Sweat, flesh and no where 2 hide. @ least not outside.So I spent the morning walking through granny's wardrobes. Smell of mothballs, old perfume and expensive fabric.As I...
View ArticlePneumonia the hipster whore
Suddenly I'm "hyped" and "celebrity blogger" and (drumroll) :1. Get invited 2 the opening of Victorias Secret in Pasadena. 2. Get 25 free cans of Monster if I pick them up @ some downtown adress.3. Get...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Evan and the gray bird
(Dress: The salvation army)As you remember, Black, my best friend and Achilles left me a week ago. Said she was going 4 a walkabout. Well, today the loneliness of grannie's house was 2 much 4 me, and I...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Updated: Zombie's secret
It is late now. Outside the soft Bel Air darkness has fallen, and I sit here in my grandmother's bed, in my grandmother's house in my grandmother's city. Alone with my memories. -The duck with the...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Fashion pt. 1: how to match loneliness
(Pale skin: Sunblock & Shade.)Vintage lace, a stormy sky, madeira, madeira stains, a talking bear, ancient useless guns, repulsively expensive underwear.*What else?*Update: why do ppl think of...
View ArticleInsomnia
Can't sleep.It's that stupid gray bird. He's out there in the darkness somewhere hidin' and just as I'm about to doze off he makes this sad cry as 2 remind me my own loneliness. What's the cure 4...
View ArticleClik here to view.
This weeks monsters
Again, insomnia and this weird sadness. Then in the lonely hours I read what you wrote of me and I blush and everything I put into this is again worthwhile.♥ Insolente Parisienne♥ Its not just a bag♥...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Almost killed by the hollywood sign
I can't STAND it. The heat makes me dizzy. I take granny's old -47 Buick Cabriolet out of the garage and I KNOW it's a mistake, something that will have consequences (I vaguely remember something the...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Nightmare
I see something in the corner of my eye, but when I turn around there's nothing there. Maybe I've finally fallen asleep. But I can't b sure, can I?Close my eyes I close my eyes and try try try to drift...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Pleasures, underground
"The most intense pleasures occur in despair."*What do u want, heaven or hades? Rainbows or dirt?
View ArticleClik here to view.
My Paris BF
Dark sky, Madeira by the pool. The days without Black are starting 2 feel like one long red-wine soaked autumn. I have some news about the FUNERAL, but first.*I've gotten many comments and emails...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Money and guns
Feels like my head is an empty vault. I wake up, walk outside, lay down on the grass and gaze @ the sky. I don't even bother to pour my madeira into one of granny's crystal glasses, I just bring the...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Touch my blouse
Things I wish I didn't remember:The way dad's friends looked @ me when I was fourteen.How I once let one of them touch my blouse.Or that one time @ Hilton when a man bought me a glass of wine because...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Clik here to view.
The last supper
(clothes: le petit petit. sunglasses: chanel)I love uLoved ones. I think u have seen it coming. By the time your read this my life on this blog will be over. There are many reasons. Most of them just...
View Article